Wednesday, May 30, 2007

How un-malaysian are you?

stupid survey.. haha.. try it.. it`s kinda fun,in a way.

Congratulations , you are 23% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...


Abdullah Badawi !

How Un-Malaysian Are You?



http://www.kennysia.com/archives/2006/08/how_unmalaysian.php

Friday, May 18, 2007

Studying Civil Engineering

Okay I can`t write everything now.. might have to edit a bit later..
Anyways, List of Subjects:
English
Japanese (special class for foreign students)
Geometrical Mathematics
Differentiation and Integration
Applied Physics
PE
Structure Dynamics
Concrete Engineering
Hydraulics
Land Survey
設計製図 (don`t really know the translation in English.. later i find.. hehe)
Programming (Fortran)


I`m catching up to most of the subjects..The only ones I`m really frustrated with is Concrete Engineering and 設計製図.. The Concrete Engineering lecturer is sooo soooo frustrating...He speaks so fast and rarely repeats the important points for you.. then during quiz, for the calculation part this is the type of question he gives "Find the diameter of a concrete.以上(that`s all)".. the first time,I didn`t understand what he was saying..The second time, I was like, WHAT?? no data at all and u ask me to find the diameter? He asks us to guess all the data.. all 仮定.. haha.. weird way to give a question right? sigh..For his quizzes, I usually get 0 mark.. lol.. hope I don`t fail.. sigh..

Others.. English is actually not English.. it`s a class where u translate English to Japanese.. heh.. My senior hates it.. says it`s just not how an English class should be.. But it`s Japan..haha.. I like the lecturer anyways.. I`ll tell more next time.. so much to tell.. some of the classes are so much fun, u just can`t stop laughing.. hehe

And the world falls down...

Yesterday when I woke up, I lost all hope... I just wanted to sleep forever, or die..It felt so hard to get up..Awake, I thought to myself "I can`t go on.." "Let`s just stop this.." "Let`s end this"..Didn`t feel like going to school, or facing the world again.. but I guess I realized it was the devil`s voice.. the devil`s temptation, telling me that I`m weak..I didn`t pray the night before or that morning..
After school yesterday, I felt refreshed..although I didn`t really talk in class,my classmates were friendly enough to make me cheer up again..Last night, I read my Bible and prayed.. God is good.. My feelings completely changed from depressed to peace.. Felt so weird.. Now I know the devil is truly real.. and that I need protection against the devil..
The Lord is good.. Hallelujah..
But sometimes it`s hard to pray lar.... Don`t know, maybe becoz it`s hard for me to speak about personal things with people...., and God, I guess..have to change..ganbarou!

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

blablabla

well, didnt really plan to write about this.. fell from the bicycle last week and the doctor sew 7 strings into my flesh.. ho ho ho.. the wound was quite deep, of course.. but when i fell down, it didn`t hurt that much lor.. heh..sigh..gotta improve my bicycle riding skill.. lol..oh.. i fell down on the way to a strawberry plantation.. haha.. dumb right? the road is quite big, but a huge lorry came up the road and i guess i panicked a bit and wanted to go more to the side..but the road had diff levels,and at the bottom of the road are plantations, and i think i went to fast over the treshhold and bang! fell down..

umm.. found a friend from phillipines who said she could bring me and my senior to church during the weekend..a single mum who has 2 sons.. i guess she hopes i can reach out to them.. Well, just pray to God that i will be mature enough..

and thanks to shasha (lol sorry) for including me in her loved ones` list.. haha.. I know I was quite evil to her sometimes, so quite surprised.. heh.. Maybe I shall write something like that too when I have time.. When i get my wireless internet most probably.. vista os still got prob.. can`t connect to the wireless network in my college.. too bad..

Oh, and I bought my handphone in Tokyo 2 weeks ago, during Golden Week..well, Golden Week means the continuous holiday during May 1st to 5th.. Went on the 5th, Children`s Day(Yes, they have Children`s Day! hehe).. The service provider is Softbank.. weird name for a handphone service provider, right? hehe.. anyways, the hp and the bill is going to cost me around 4000 yen per month..hope i can still save some money.. need to keep budget already..i want to travel...Back to the hp, the model is Toshiba 911T, 3G phone with ワンセグ, which means i can watch TV on it.. cool right? hehe.. i think the camera is about 3.2 megapixels.. so far havent taken many photos yet though..

Maybe around next month, after my exam, I`ll start upgrading my blog.. putting photos and stuff.. asked my teacher to teach me the blog programming too.. heh.. looking forward to it!

Okay that`s all for now I guess.. Thanks for reading.. I know it`s a boring blog.. haha..

Friday, May 04, 2007

Assembly Of God In Japan


You won`t believe how many Christians there are in Japan.. Went to the assembly in Saitama ken yesterday... so many ppl.. a lot of international missionaries too.. the preacher is from Malaysia`s Calvary Church.. Prince something.. haha.. nice name ya.. Anyways, his message was good.. reminded me I have to throw away my bad habits and move forward in God`s love..