one of the sweetest..

Among the girls I've met so far,none of them have ever asked me,"Do you watch porn?" I don't mean it in a naughty way, but seriously asking that question..I mean, how many girls in M'sia actually understand how a guy enjoys himself watching porn?But tonight, this sweet girl asked me honestly..and she went on to ask me if japanese porn was the best?I told her it's probably the best I've seen so far.. And she goes, "most guys are after me because they watch too many jap porn..and they're after me coz i look japanese."Well, that's a really sad thing..I mean, damn, why associate ur friends to cheap porn stars, man?She told me she doesnt drink,doesnt smoke, doesnt gamble, so she's clean. haha.so sweet and innocent.but she's not naive..i remember she told me her cousin or somebody watches porn and told her about it.guess there's where she gets to know these things.she's putting on some kgs now and ever since i said she's plump, she keeps on saying she's fat and obese..feel so bad about that..^^;; she's still beautiful no matter wat!eh,ppl dont salah faham, im not going to go pikat her..lol.Malaysians always get the wrong idea.. =P

Life?stop thinking....

tonight while downloading my favourite manga series, bleach,my mind set upon this phrase, "Life is merely an illusion, but living it makes it real." Thinkers have always thought about life, what life is for, and how to make life more meaningful..And everyone who have had a broken heart thinks about these things from time to time too..But why do we waste so much time thinking about such useless things? When u think of life, it all seems so unreal, so messed up..that's because it IS messed up. the dark past, the everchanging present and the unknown future..it all makes it seem like an illusion. I mean, how could you have lived through that past?how are u living in the present?sometimes, it really seems impossible.But the reason is, you simply live through it. Living it makes it real. Stop thinking..Start living.