Well, for those who don't know, I'm back in Kch..it's been about 3 weeks lar actually, but was lazy to update my blog.. hehe sorry. Anyways, this is my last holiday before I go to Japan on april 2nd.I'll be flying to kl on the 30th of march though.
This holiday has been quite eventful. There are some things that are sweet and memorable, and some that are better left unsaid... hehe.Well, the main thing I have been doing is playing computer games and rot at home, but I did went out with Flet and Jas to play badminton or watch movies occasionally. Some of these meetings were quite fun.
And then, a week ago, I went to Kenyalang Community Center to watch the Gary Chau and Victor Wong performance with Fabby and my lil sister.Gary Chau's performance was short and quite disappointing.Victor wong's was very lively and cool.He's a crowd pleaser, I guess.. Got to practice some camera skills during this time..haha.very bad shots....so blur.. Anyways, Fabian seems to be doing well, not going to KL anymore, doing his masters here. Cool lar, a few more years and we have a Professor in our midst!haha
And about my kai mei (lil sis), Fabby thought she was my gf..hahaha....well, he was commenting on my gestures to her, I guess.But I don't think they were sexual gestures.. Affectionate maybe lar. I admit that I tried to be affectionate (like a brother) lar.. hehe. well, although she's still quite quiet at times, I've learned a lot about her and her life on the phone, and a bit worried now.. but I guess all I can do is pray.
And another thing is my NEPHEW (cousin's son).Man, he's really quite annoying sometimes. But I guess he doesn't mean to annoy me most of the times.And he loves to burn discs for me and visit me and sms me every day and night.. goodness, I've bought 3 reload cards this month only!Well, We'll stay in contact, but not that close. He's too loud lar... in sms i mean.. haha..but on the whole, he's an innocent and good kid.I'll pray for u, boy.
The last thing I would like to talk about is Love. I'm getting tired of using 'the girl i like' to refer to her.. haha.Let's try.. "N". Well, N gave me a book entitled Choosing God's Best by Dr Don Raunikar before I came back.. Basically, the book is about saying 'no' to dating and going back to the old fashioned way of courting.Well, it didn't really touched me on the dating part lar..Human love can wait..But the important message that got through to me was about serving the Lord and nurturing the fruit of the Spirit in ourselves.Before I want to think about Human Love, I want to Serve the Lord and honour Him first.
And I know everyone wants to know if N is my gf now.The answer is No.Well, actually, some ppl have asked more than twice about this, so let me explain our relationship.We've agreed that it's useless to be in a relationship now, and that we're not mature enough to handle a relationship.Many of us think that being in a romantic relationship makes us more mature and improves our character, but I think a lot of ppl who have failed in romantic relationships know that this is not true.Some people may become mature and improve in character in the course of a relationship, but the relationship itself almost always has no part in that change. That is why I believe we should only enter a relationship when we are mature enough and have nurtured our character well.If God should meet us up again and show us that we are really made for each other in the future, then, we will unite.Until then.....
Last words before I leave, well, none, really....just that I'll miss everyone and will try to get back in contact with u guys when I'm back.For those who know my blog and have friendster, please stay in contact!Thanks guys!
